My name is Sterling, I'm 22-years-old, and I am the birthmother to the most gorgeous little boy in the world. I started this blog to share my experiences, thoughts, and help myself move forward after placing my sweet little boy. If this is your first time visiting my blog, I invite you to read my story (top of the left column). Feel free to comment with questions or requests. If you follow me, I'll follow you!
Monday, October 12, 2009
It's a boy!!! I'm 21 weeks pregnant, and I'm having a beautiful and perfect little boy. This week, I'm telling David and Amy that I've chosen them to be my little boy's parents, and eternal family. I'm so happy for them, but it's bittersweet, too. I'm finding it harder and harder to imagine my life after all of this. I love my little one so much... but I also know that it's not my time to be a mother. I'll write more later this week.